I figured I better write an update on my weight loss since it does make me accountable plus I love reading about other's so I will do the same.  I have lost 34 lbs now.  That number hasn't really sunk in.  And honestly I don't even feel like it's that much.  Weird! Because 34 lbs ago, I would have died to lose that much.  I guess just now I am thinking of how much I want to lose (60 more lbs) so I think 34 is nothing compared to that.  But thats so silly and I am really proud for how much I have lost.

Anyways, so last week was rough.  I was starting to think that I didn't want to do this anymore and my mind was starting to become LAZY! Like no exercise and eating horribly.  I did indulge quite a bit and it shows since my weight loss has kinda slowed down.  But fear not, I am getting back into it and am getting more motivated each day.  I am starting to realize how this is a lifestyle now.  This is going to have to be my lifestyle.  No more binge eating or being lazy.  It's just not worth it.  I bought a new pair of pants in a smaller size online.  I was so worried the entire week it took to get here.  I tried them on and they FIT! Like with room to spare.  It was amazing.  So then I bought like 3 more haha

The more I have losing weight though and getting discouraged about seeing the number on the scale this rings in my mind:


It's so true.  If you put harmful things into your body, you aren't going to lose weight.  If you exercise every day, you will!